[DeepL Translation - needs review] "My husband committed suicide. I should be sad, but I'm angry. The crazy thing is, I wanted him dead, too. But what's even more amazing is that now I want him to come back to life.
He cared more about his mother than he did about his wife and children, and he loved alcohol more than anything else. He drank day and night with his friends, without regard for his health or his family. Even though he had a serious illness with an average life expectancy of...
Not a typical story— the author was divorcing her husband when he committed suicide. The man she loathed and wished dead actually died— leaving her confused and caring for their four children.
This isn’t as heavy a book I expected. The author is matter of fact and expresses herself well. It didn’t seem she was hiding the ugly parts of herself, and her husband.
The book isn’t only about dealing with the loss of a man she pretty much hated, but it was about being a parent, being a spouse, bein